Renewal, what is it?

Renewal.  Its something everyone has to do at some point in their life.  maybe a good time would be getting a new job, suffering a bad breakup, or getting rid of old people in our lives.  whatever it is, it made you stop and think for a minute, commonly known as an epiphany.  it makes you look at life from a different perspective and makes you want to change.  change, what is that? well it depends on your particular situation, whatever it is you set a goal. whether that be exercising your way to a size 6, eating healthier, being happier, or accepting that you cant be perfect at everything.  I'm at a point where i need to have some major renewing in order to be happy again.  my friends have helped me, some have showed me that i should kick them out of my life for good, and others have encouraged me to do my best, which showed me that they are going to be in my life a whole lot longer.  I was starting to be okay with having an average job as a Spanish teacher, which would give up on the whole lawyer dream.  my friend, Jessalynne stepped in and said: hey! this isn't the Caitlin i know, anything is possible.  your in charge of your own destiny, you have the power to decide whether or not you want to make a difference in the world or if you just want to be the bum on the side of the road.  she convinced me that i have alot of potential to make a difference in the world, and in the economy.  so I'm going to get all A's in hopes of getting accepted to Harvard law.  its in your hands now, will you be successful in the world or will you constantly be a failure?