You made me fall in love. May 3rd, 2010 is a day i remember clearly, it's the day my life was saved. You saved me from my blindness, i thought you were wierd in sixth grade, but in sixth grade i was a diffrent person. i didnt know who my Romeo was and i didnt know that romeo existed, let alone was right in front of me. Phyllis gave me your number and it was about to turn into something that would affect us for the rest of our lives, we just thought it was going to just be a normal conversation but boy were we wrong! We talked constantly and the more we knew about eachother the more we were starting to fall in love. one problem, you had a girlfriend. when we both fell head over heels in love you dumped her. it really worried me because you dumped her for someone better, in the back of my mind i am afraid that you will find someone will all the bells and whistles and ill be left standing in the rain. Once we were talking about how we cant ever see eachother because of the distance and because of my parents, and i said: "ehhh its just like Romeo and Juliet" and you made my day by saying: "Yeah, except Romeo and Juliet can't text..." and the nicknames have stuck ever since. we had a communication issue because you got grounded so you didnt text me for weeks, i almost died.
You Left Me Heartbroken. July 3rd, 2010. The day i died. you called me at 3:14am saying that you would be grounded for a long time and you know that this isn't going to work out. you said if there's someone that likes you, go for it. i couldnt go for it. i tried to date some people but that just made me realize that all i needed was you. i was left heartbroken and i didnt talk to anyone, i didnt think i could ever love anyone ever again. and i was right. you're the only person i have ever truely loved and could ever love. i was a disaster.
And Then You Made Me Love You All Over Again. then one night at 2am, you texted me using Casey's phone saying that you didn't love me and i needed to get over you. all i could do was let you know that i love you forever and always and i will never get over you. I left you with one question; "Will Romeo and Juliet ever come back to life?" you said: "maybe." Thats all i needed. the next morning we realized that we couldnt breathe without eachother so we revived our relationship. I easily remembered why i fell in love with you and i fell hard under your spell. My friends told me what i was doing was wrong and immature and you're just a middle school crush, i just laughed at them and didn't give a damn what they thought. I was just so glad that we were together once again.
What now? That's an easy question, but took alot of contemplating and thinking.
NOW, I LOVE YOU AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS.
Thats a very beautiful blog hun, I'm glad that we can all hear your experiences in your life. no sarcasm intended
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